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Heck writers block
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I am doing an awards thing for any author interested, if they write kpop fanfictions that is. If you want to judge or enter your book please look into that.
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I reposted The introduction to STH, I'm excited to rewrite it https://www.wattpad.com/story/164203692
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I will start updating on my schedule once I get my grades under control and can find out a way to balance schoolwork, family, writing and my sports. Hope you all understand, and currently I am working on STH and Blind although those are probably going to be very slow updates for the first couple months.
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Run Reached 1.2k thank you all hhhhhhhh
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Happy birthday to the amazing idol, who works so hard and deserves all the love and support, Jung Hoseok.
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DONT READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SUICIDE AND/OR DEPRESSION
I might go on a mini hiatus, which is probably going to make some of you really mad.
Though, right now, I feel like I'm being eaten alive. I hurt all the tine both physically and mentally and I put on a smile during school so people like me, because I'm afraid of being alone, and being regected.
If you are reading this and we know eachother in real life. Dont show this to my boyfriend, I dont want to worry him.
I want to go into therapy again, so I dont pick up the razor blade again like I did a year ago, I still have the marks on my legs from it.
I have been contimplating on whether or not I should end it, and reading Jonghyuns note didnt help.
My family is an absolute mess. Im going through a messy divorce between my parents and my siblings are targeting me because of it. I'm also getting made fun of at school for various things, from my sexuality to the music I like.
Its getting annoying and if it doesn't stop I wont hesitate.
~Lindy~
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@_Yehet- TELL THE TEACHER AT SCHOOL, PEOPLE REALLY REEALLY MISS JONGHYUN- AND THE SAME WOULD GO FOR YOU- AND HURRY TO THERAPY PLEAAASE ;___;
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@_Yehet- Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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@_Yehet- hi darling, I know we don’t know each other a lot, but I wanted to say I know exactly what you’re going through. The last few years of my life have been hell because of my abusive family and I know it hurts. Please, just be strong and have faith in yourself. Life will get better ✨♥️
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I re-read Jonghyun's suicide note and am now about to cry, while in class so good job me :))))))))
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@xXMegalodonXx I don't know, I was reading it to my friend because I saw the book I put it in and told her about it.
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@MultifandomNina Yeah Jonghyun was my bias and it was sad, since I had been a SHINee stan since about 2015, so two years before his death.
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I changed my aesthetic to a soft boyfriend aesthetic and I regret nothing.
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I want someone to love who isn't going to end up almost getting hurt by people I'm close with, like is that too much to ask? I have been with my boyfriend for almost a year and two people I'm close with are being childish and trying to break us up because one of them likes him and the other is obsessed with me.
And I'm just trying to let him know how much I love him, which is a shitton, but when inconsiderate people don't want that to happen its hard. So now I'm hoping that this will all die down and that they will get their heads out of their asses and see how much they hurt me, because my boyfriend knows about none of this and it hurts to keep secrets from him.
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@LeeJongSuk2020 I think so, things are getting better and until they are better I wont be feeling better
