He Woke Up.
He Doesn't Want To Talk To ANYONE.
He's Crappy Right Now.
No Matter How Close You Are To Him, He Won't Reply.
He Said I Should Delete This Thing.
And He Sure As Hell Changed.
-Raylen.
I don't want his inactivity to be what I think it is... To all the people having it tough out there trust me things will get better even if it's slightly just have faith in life.
So You know I hope your okay and everything but there are a lot of people who have crappy lives and your not the only one. Your never as alone as you think u r I understand u were hurt in ways unimaginable and it would scar anyone for life and you can't unscar someone. What you can do is help someone go without scars. In Africa people don't have basic necessities like water in China they don't have food. Maybe you don't care about them and maybe you don't give a fuck about anyone else but there r plenty of people that will give a fuck about you. And if you don't care about those 4 year olds and 2 year olds dying then who sounds like the monster now? Don't hurt yourself please don't. That's pretty bad I understand sometimes you need to feel but you know what there's this thing you deny having and it's love. It gives you just as much of a damn thrill. So you've had bad relationships some lead to danger violence hurt abuse neglect. shit like that I get but everyone has those you just gotta wait for that right person to care about you. You have to give them A chance to cause its not just s one person job. Live your life man I can't really tell that good but you look you so if your not gone for good don't ever live by that line. Sure I'm just some freaky stranger telling you some stupid little lecture you probably won't read but you know what open ur eyes because they're beautiful and I'm sure someone else thinks so
what happened to staying?
i get that I'm being a selfish bitch by asking you to come back
but you don't have to stay
just come back and tell me hi
so at least i know you're alive