_Youmu_

Have you ever felt like your just useless. Just a body to be used when guys are just..... Need something. Yeah. That is my life. I should just give up. I have been trying so hard. But they just want my body nothing else

ShigaDabi_is_life

@_Youmu_ yep I feel this so I stop trying to meet new people cause I already know what the want. 
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_Youmu_

Have you ever felt like your just useless. Just a body to be used when guys are just..... Need something. Yeah. That is my life. I should just give up. I have been trying so hard. But they just want my body nothing else

ShigaDabi_is_life

@_Youmu_ yep I feel this so I stop trying to meet new people cause I already know what the want. 
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_Youmu_

Thank you for being kind for me being offline. My little sister has been on treatment for 3 months now. We won't know if it did anything till the end of this month cause she gets mri's every three months. Thank you readers. I'll try to get some chapters out when I can. But it's hard right now. 

_Youmu_

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I have a story for yall. I was at work one day (was already clocked out) Just waiting for my boyfriend to get off (we work at the same place). And I was at the lumber side of the store. And a customer walks over and tells me that a dog took a shit in the aisle. And I and my boyfriend walk to where the shit was (it was human shit). And apparently someone took a shit and continued shopping like nothing happened. I had to get my boss to go clean up the mess and we had to block off a whole aisle so no one walks in shit or rides their cart into the shit.
          Then a lady walks up while we were trying to block up the mess and she said,"Can I have some help?" Like -_-.
          My boss just looked at her and said,"I'm cleaning up human shit right now can you wait until I'm done?" My boss is a boss bitch. I wouldn't be able to have that confidence.

_Youmu_

My little sister starts treatment and there goes my birthday. It's okay. I'm more concerned for my little sister health. Thank you for staying patient with me.
          
          My ex boyfriend broke up with me because of my little sister brain cancer. But I found someone who is there for me and they aren't using my body. I have been with him for about 4 months. He is wonderful and sweet. Even though he doesn't say 'I love you' to anyone cause he has trauma with that words. But he is my boyfriend. I love him so much. 
          
          He is 26 and I'm 5 years younger than him. And his family likes me so that's good. Anyways sorry for ranting. I just happy that I found someone that is there for me and not for my body. Have a good day and yeah bye

Kl26096339

@_Youmu_  I'm sorry that your little sister has brain cancer, I'll be praying for her. It's a good thing that you found someone who is caring about you and your family. I have to go to the Verde Valley Medical Center Hospital in Cottonwood to make sure I don't have overian cancer like what my mom had so hopefully if the results come back, I am hoping that I will be able to have children of my own someday.
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_Youmu_

Hey I haven't been able to update books cause my little sister has brain cancer soooooo. Updating is not my top priority 

Kl26096339

@_Youmu_  Oh, No. I will definitely be praying for your little sister .
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LaurenHerzog8

@_Youmu_ I'm praying for your sister. I hope everything goes well. 
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