_ZeroSummerNights_

Time: 4:31
          	
          	Current state: slowly getting more insane to the point where I'm calling for help like a raptor.
          	
          	Sanity meter status: ZERO PERCENT! JUST LIKE MAH NAME, JUST LIKE MAH GAME!
          	
          	Mood: crying my eyes out with the occasional giggle. Also going through both a mental breakdown and a panic attack! Yippee! *sarcastic voice* Because those are allllllways fun.
          	
          	Reason I'm writing this: ....Yeah okay, bye.

_ZeroSummerNights_

Time: 4:31
          
          Current state: slowly getting more insane to the point where I'm calling for help like a raptor.
          
          Sanity meter status: ZERO PERCENT! JUST LIKE MAH NAME, JUST LIKE MAH GAME!
          
          Mood: crying my eyes out with the occasional giggle. Also going through both a mental breakdown and a panic attack! Yippee! *sarcastic voice* Because those are allllllways fun.
          
          Reason I'm writing this: ....Yeah okay, bye.

_ZeroSummerNights_

this message may be offensive 
.....
          
          
          I can't do this...
          
          My life is shit,
          
          No one would miss me,
          
          All I ever do is make things worse...
          
          I heard it from my own sister...
          
          All I do is drive people away when I tell them anything! 
          
          I'M THE TAYLOR SWIFT OF FRIENDSHIPS!
          
          I MAKE A FRIEND 
          
          GET ATTACHED TO THEM
          
          WE START BONDING REALLY WELL
          
          ....
          
          I tell them one thing....
          
          And they're gone...
          
          I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS STUPID LITTLE FUCKING ROUTINE ANYMORE!
          
          I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF IT!
          
          
          I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT BUT IT TURNS OUT....
          
          It t-turns out I...
          
          I...
          
          C-can't....
          
          And I hate it...
          
          I cry myself to sleep knowing that when I go to school the next day I have no one I can turn to. I just freeze up and can't speak... I get i huge lump in my throat and I can never do shit about It! 
          
          Two words....
          
          I'm
          Done....

_ZeroSummerNights_

I constantly want to die...
          
          No one will care...
          
          I'm just an outcast...
          
          "Just end it." They say.
          
          "No one loves you, so why not?" They keep spitting hurtful words...
          
          The people I thought were my friends...
          Jamie.
          Alexis.
          Kiana.
          Eliza.
          Terra.
          They all stabbed me in the back...
          
          None of you may know them...and I apologize if whoever's bothered to read this any of those names are yours...
          
          So far no one on here has betrayed me...
          
          But then again, only one person on here has seen what I actually look like...
          
          "Your ugly!" They shout.
          
          "Just DIE already!" They scream.
          
          The voices.....
          
          There is a good voice though...
          
          I named him...
          
          His name is June. And his friend...Lupin.
          
          They are part of the reason that I'm still alive...this person here...is the other half of the reason.
          @PanicGirlsGirlsBoys 
          
          You make me smile when nothing else can. You are the greatest friend anyone could ask for...

_ZeroSummerNights_

Right back atcha *smiles and hugs you*
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eyecitpesitnA

You were the one who found ME as well. When I first made that little comment on your message board saying hi to Zane, I never knew how much you would mean to me as much as you do to this day. Just know that I'll always be here for you, whether I'm online or not. You matter to me, face reveal or not. I'll be honest, things have been 'rough' for everyone, but there are certain people that can give us a flashlight in the darkness, and it's our choice whether to flip the switch on it or not. You're one of those special people who helped clear a part of that darkness. So thank YOU for being my best friend.
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