MADISON DeCarli

These cramps hurt like a mother fucking bitch

feelin oddly confident for some reason

i try so fucking hard to get better and i try so much to fit in but i just cant im always the outcast the broken one the lost one the girl in the back of the class who miss behaves for attention because no one will help the lost soul inside of me the little girl who wants to escape from her emotions but instead she is locked away forbidden to speak because by saying the wrong words could mess everything up because maybe the mess up fits her maybe she is the good girl gone wrong

ISS is boring as fuck

Going silent for the rest of the day 
          If i talk i will just end up messing something up

Its always my fault 
          I'm just a fuck up 
          a mess up 
          and a mistake 
          but its ok because i always smile and put on a brave face

Hey stop for a minute to read this 
          Are you ok? 
          If you answered that no then take a moment
          Relax 
          Breath 
          You are all right 
          This won't last forever
          You matter in this world 
          Thank you for your time have a good rest of your day :)

imma stay back because of this stupid ass social studies thing that we have to do

:´(

I don't even know how im going to last because it feels like the teachers are throwing so much work at us and saying that it is due before vacation but yet we can't do it during vacation there is no way im going to get everything fucking done i swear to god this school is just shit i don't even know where to start in science and i haven't started anything in social studies not to admit we have to present in science like what the fuck fml