__Bella__Bella__7

I've put my midwifery degree on hold to work full time in Pysch. I don't know what's worse, constantly being alert since I nearly got pushed into a wall by a patient the other day. I've been experiencing terrible burnouts from long PM shifts or me cutting my meals since everything is becoming expensive. 
          	
          	I'm hoping I don't relapse with my eating disorder since I've only recently recovered and feel healthy again. Having a constant battle with food and image isn't something I need on my plate..

Christianbeauty

@__Bella__Bella__7 Jesuslovesyou everything will be okay
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zoeflo2020sad

@__Bella__Bella__7 I hope you get better soon! Just listen to your heart; it will always tell you the truth.
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cmwk27

Hi, I know this is weird but I found your comments about abortion on @alaskandreamers book and i immediately followed you. It is so hard to find someone on this app with the same views as me and I always get so discouraged because I’m not good at expressing or writing about facts and data on abortion outside of my head. I read through all of your comments and the replies to them ( idk if thats creepy ) and one thing I realized was that you came back at the pro choice people with facts and data and they only responded with emotional responses about their feelings and their body like they are the only people being affected and not the baby.  I felt so sad reading all the comments basically calling the babies parasites living in the mothers stomachs when they never asked to be there, the babies are innocent, but I really felt encouraged when reading your responses and the articles you linked. I’m sorry about the long paragraph, I’m really passionate ( in my head ) about this topic and I love that you had the courage, unlike me, to express your opinions. Thank you for standing up for babies lives because they are truly just as valuable as yours or mine or any 56, 72, 27, or 5 year old. Again, thank you for encouraging me ❤️❤️❤️

__Bella__Bella__7

I've put my midwifery degree on hold to work full time in Pysch. I don't know what's worse, constantly being alert since I nearly got pushed into a wall by a patient the other day. I've been experiencing terrible burnouts from long PM shifts or me cutting my meals since everything is becoming expensive. 
          
          I'm hoping I don't relapse with my eating disorder since I've only recently recovered and feel healthy again. Having a constant battle with food and image isn't something I need on my plate..

Christianbeauty

@__Bella__Bella__7 Jesuslovesyou everything will be okay
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zoeflo2020sad

@__Bella__Bella__7 I hope you get better soon! Just listen to your heart; it will always tell you the truth.
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__Bella__Bella__7

Almost 50% of my friends are getting married and some already have children yet here I am, single, still don't know how to do laundry, and questioning my life right now XD

astronarry

@__Bella__Bella__7 Single gang unite!! Lmaoi
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__Bella__Bella__7

@astronarry We are in this together! Single gang XD
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astronarry

@__Bella__Bella__7 I am about to be 27 this year, no boyfriend and no children yet..fair to say I got some pressure from my family as the oldest one yikesss
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__Bella__Bella__7

Had one of the most scariest moments happen to me this week. I was thinking about whether or not if I should post this but curious if anyone has ever experienced this or know of someone who has. 
          
          I work as a casual EN is a mental health facility and normally do late shift since it pays well. As required I'm supposed to be working with an RN at all times and we were assigned to a patient that was required  prescribed medication with their dinner. Due to an emergency my RN informed me that she had to leave but assured she'd be back quickly leaving me alone with the patient. My facility was slightly understaffed that night and since the majority of patients are locked in their rooms, therefore most of the staff didn't seem to be overly pre cautious. 
          
          I gave my patient dinner with the medication crushed and was just finishing writing my progress notes when the patient mumbled something. Normally this is quite common and in most cases I don't entire, however I was curious as to what he said so I asked if he could repeat it. 
          
          What he said made the hairs on my body stand, he had said something very personal that I myself, only knew and how he was able to describe the event and time was impeccable. When my RN returned I gave her a verbals handover and explained what the patient had said to me. She told me that some of the patients say and do certain things that just can't be explained and that I will witness other bizarre situations. 
          
          Let me know if you guys have ever had an unexplainable encounter or know of someone who have had experienced something similar.