Juliet

[Sugar's love spam]
          You're full of spring? ❎️
          The spring is full of you! ✅️
          What can't you do? If the spring resides in your heart, each of your breath feels like a literal breeze of serenity. Every word you speak out makes the flowers bloom with joy and every step you take brings you closer to the garden of hope. Where possibilities breed and determination has its roots deep within the soil. The tree of success stands tall because of it. Because of what? Spring! And the spring is full of you. You're still full of spring! Go for it! Everything is in the palm of your hand!

I feel like my life is becoming too Wattpad-coded. Idk what to think of this. A rich guy saw me by chance at his sister's wedding and somehow both he and his mother liked me. An arranged marriage trope with no 'love' involved. The first time I rejected them but somehow they're back to the story. Lol idk the outcome yet. It's yet to happen.

I realized a very odd thing. I love to feel pain. I don't know if it's craziness or something else entirely. But the pain of one-sided love is kinda addictive. I want to feel it. But the problem is...strangely I never actually found anyone attractive. (As is no one ever got my attention romantically.)  I mean crushes are fine but no one ever had a strong impression on me.
          
          And now I don't even get crushes. I get confused sometimes tho. I confuse admiration with romantic feelings. It's stupid I know. But after that person (I admire) is either gone or I low-key tell them that I am interested in them (I do that with no intention of actually getting involved with them romantially but to get over that feeling altogether.) after the confession I immediately realize I don't really like them that way. I am confused tbh.
          
          I remember I liked someone once and that was when I was 16. But now that I realize...it didn't hurt at all when he rejected me. So I guess I misunderstood my feelings. I don't even know anymore. I am not 'anti-romantic'. But I...don't know lol

Oh right, it was Valentine's day yesterday. Lol I completely forgot

https://www.wattpad.com/story/365037019?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=Fivcz_
          Check out this ff about kim taehyung x reader 
          This story is about highschool love I'm sure you'll love it 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/370570555-dawn-of-love-%E2%9D%A4-kth-jk

Happy birthday!!

I am thinking of reposting Pick me up when you're mine. 
          
          I just don't remember the description...I am gonna rewrite it!

I guess I am going to write something else...
          
          I can't move on from 'Pick me up when you're mine' though 

Wattpad deleted 'Pick me up when you're mine' :)