Sry just here to vent.
I feel useless. What am I doing with my life? I know what to do to fix my problems. Then why am I not taking actions? Why am I being so lazy?
Somedays I just wish I could die. Then I wouldn't have to put up with all this. Why am I so whiny and worthless? Everyone is doing their best and here I am complaining all the time.
Maybe I deserve to fail. No wonder I didn't cry when I failed. Everyone but me. I feel like a robot now. The only emotion that I could show is now...gone? I can't cry. All I do is smile and laugh...It's so pathetic...I feel fake and weird and out of place. Guess I AM out of place.
I don't know anymore
I hope you don't read this. Even if you do...can you please ignore this?