H e r r o

So yesterday it snowed a lot, and I woke up really exhausted (even though I went to bed at eleven last night). But our school just called and canceled it, so hooray! Now I can sleeb :)

This is a random little poem I came up with that I thought I could share with some people. It's not all that good, since I didn't really do much editing on it.
          It's called "Mourning."
          
          I often find I'm quite similar to a mother without her child.
          I mourn her loss each and every day,
          most episodes I have are never mild.
          "It's just an animal, why care so much?" you say,
          but you'll never truly understand how I felt that day.
          
          I envy those who are capable of saving their child,
          for I was unable to save my own.
          The hatred I know is unjustifiable,
          but I can't help but feel that he's one who is liable.
          
          Watching her eyes slowly fall shut, all I felt was pure horror.
          Pits of dread and sorrow swirled in my core,
          for it all came crashing down once I came to the realization she was truly dying.
          
          Lying on that bed, I desperately tried convincing myself she was merely sleeping.
          But I knew that wasn't the case, for my heart had already begun weeping.
          
          My mind was a multitude of confusion.
          Anguish, numbness, heartbreak, I felt it all.
          Taking her to that place had brought about feelings of disillusion.
          Now, as that morning continues to play over and over in my mind, I only move closer to the edge of the fall.

I just wanna wish everyone that sees this a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I know I haven't really been able to do much for the holidays, but that's mostly because I've been so busy and keep getting sidetracked. Hopefully after the holidays get finished and out of the way, I'll be able to get back on track and continue writing. But for now, I hope you all have very nice holidays!

AckK I forgot about Dream and Nightmare's birthday-
          
          Happy birthday, fictional characters!

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          I'm gonna be fifteen in three days :D

Quick question.
          
          For my story about Cataclysmverse, the one where everything basically goes downhill, should the characters be humans or skeletons? I enjoy writing them as humans, but I wouldn't mind writing them as skeletons either. I just wanna see what you guys prefer. Either one is fine by me!

Apparently, I've been in "close proximity" with another student at my school who's tested positive for Covid (I have no idea who, they never told us) and I now have to go full quarintine until the ninth of December. Usually, I wouldn't complain about this, but I was just starting to get caught up on homework and all that stuff, so I'm quite scared that I'm gonna end up falling behind again. A bunch of other students were told to quarantine as well, though, so at least I'm not alone.
          
          Still kinda sucks, though

I-
          Okay I completely forgot yesterday was Undertale's 5th anniversary,, I didn't completely forget, I saw a much of posts on twitter about it, but I forgot to actually recognize it so-
          
          Happy 5th anniversary, Undertale!

Small update on my cat. I'm not gonna sugarcoat it or anything, so I'm just gonna be straightforward. We took her to the vet earlier, and had to put her to sleep. There wasn't much else we could have done, and we didn't just wanna leave her to suffer like that any longer. I wish we could've done more, but I think the veterinarian knew that there wasn't much that could be done to help her. We think it was a stroke that might have caused all of this, but we still aren't sure. I'm sorry for suddenly making all of these depressing announcements. I think I'm just gonna take a small break from Wattpad for a while.

Okay, so a couple days ago, I made an announcement asking if cats went into heat even if they were fixed. But I deleted it, since I thought my cat would get better. But she hasn't. She's not sick in the sense that she's throwing up, but she can hardly walk. When she was walking, her body would be really low to the ground and she'd sometimes just flat out stumble and collapse. We took her to the vet yesterday and it's suspected that she might have gotten into something, but there isn't anything that she might have gotten into. The veterinarian couldn't give her any medicine because we have no idea what it is that she might've gotten, and that the medicine might react in a bad way with it. I'm getting really worried because she hasn't eaten all day except for a couple cat treats, and she's just been sitting in her cat bed staring off into space. She's old, yeah, but I want her to pass peacefully, not while she's in pain.
          
          Being completely honest, I'm kind of scared.