Samantha

Holy fucking shit. I was rereading my entire wattpad message board... And you're a brief memory but I remember you. Shit.

"my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with"

"say something in giving up on you. I'll be the one if you want me to"

"you're the one that i love, and I'm saying goodbye"

Finally!! I'm one year older, one year wiser!!

my two guy friends are asking me to kinda keep a conversation between them and so they're kinda ignoring me and I want to scream "IM NOT AN OWL" but they wouldn't get the reference. ughhhhhh whatever. 

"hope that you fall in love and it hurts so bad.  the only way you can know, you give it all you had.  and I hope that you dont suffer, but take the pain."
          
          I think I'm in love? idk. it hurts so bad. I give it all I have. I know he likes another girl. but I carry his stuff. compliment him. take his side on things that I know I can back him up on. I help him when he's upset. and I try not to suffer. he's proud of me for actually throwing out my blade. I'm not suffering anymore. I'm taking all the pain. 

so I have a giant crush on this boy. he's so fricken cute. he's a great friend. I like him so much. he said he's proud of me for throwing out my blade. he's proud of me!!!!! oh my gosh I have the biggest dorkiest grin on my face ever!!!!!!

Just to put this out there I love your bio it's pretty much everything I love too I think it's pretty cool we have the same name. 
          
          
          
          (Sorry this was really random)
          
          Have a great year ✌✌✌❤❤

So we have a school trip for school this weekend. We had our last informational meeting and at some point my friend is sitting next to me and asks if I had my period yet. I respond telling her I got it Sunday. She tells me alright I'll bring extra pads for you. I'm like that's bro. She's like do you want pads or tampons I say pads bc then I don't have to change them as often. Gotta love my bestie (: