Vomitting Sundaes

Reader inserts are now my coping mechanism to escape the crappy situation I'm in lmaoooooo

I dont actually insert myself as the character when reading reader-insert fics lol. Real me is too trashy to be paired with my bias and I form an oc in my head who I use to keep the story going. My bias deserves better ngl. 

I just realized how much my Reading List is full of Reader inserts LMAO
          
          But they're actually very good and very well written and I am always picky on the books I read 

*Writes an incredibly lengthy chapter*
          Anxiety: KNOCK KNCOK BHISHHHHH

Boyfriend: "Wouldn't it be great if you became well-known because of your fanfictions?"
          
          My denial ass: "Well-known... Fanfictions..."
          
          A horrible thought, but I gotta admire his sweet and genuine support.

Jk, I didn't really say that. All I told him was that I was having a writer's block and that was that. 
          
          But if he ever asks what it's about, my reply will be ready and that's how I imagine the conversation would turn out. 

Imagine my boyfriend asking me, "How's your fanfic?"
          
          Like I'd tell you it's an x reader fangirl fanfic, really. I'm already embarrassed enough to have misunderstood fantasies over the characters involved.
          
          "I'm writing a fic about Dumbledore and Grindelwald," I politely reply.
          
          No further questions were asked. 

I have like
          
          A lot of scenes in mind
          
          But I can't write them because I haven't written the chapter prior to it
          
          So I have to preserve the scene I've been dying to write, in my head
          
          Does this make sense? 

Come to think of it, I haven't been making my fics public. I'm a closet writer. 

My bf knows I write/read fanfics but doesn't know they're fangirl fics o o p s .