No one cares

Hey. It’s alex. I’m not sure if it even check this account anymore or if your even alive but it’s been awhile and I’m so sorry for not checking in on you 

I'll just..delete the app...dont know why I posted this shit...no one cares...but yea...bye...didnt even like this app that much....

I tried to stab myself at lunch
          Really which my friend didnt take away my pencil.

I just wanna....
          End it

It hurts...

I wanna do it....
          No ones here and no ones gonna care 
          So
          . . .
          Whats stoppin me

I touched some bamboo sharks
          It was noice

Do you ever just want to trap yourself in a spring suit and wait for the spring locks to loosen up and wait for them to swiftly impale your body and face.

You know what
          Just leave me alone
          This is the best option
          Because, no matter what
          I push people away
          So, the best way to deal with that is to
          Basically not talk to anyone at all
          So yea
          Leave me alone
          And I'll probably die sooner
          So you can be happy again
          :)

I'll never be good enough...
          You know damn well I wont....
          No one cares..
          Im not special..
          I'll never be someone special..
          I dont matter..
          And that'll never change....
          I shouldnt be here....
          Everything would be better if I wasnt...
          Everything would be better if I didnt exist...