Hey Everyone
So the first thing I want to say is, I don't even deserve to say this, but I sincerely apologise for ghosting you guys from the past few months. I have the next chapter half written from the second last week of July. With the speed that I was writing I was so sure I'll update that chapter in a few days back then. That was, until in the last week of July, I got a seizure. A full proper seizure, I was unconscious for a few hours. Having a seizure is not related to me writing this book, I agree, but that episode resulted in me, not able to write, or even being in front of screen for the next month, and that was how August went away in a blink. It was almost a month later and I was recovering from my first episode, that I got another seizure, which left me totally surprised at my health. I have been on medicines from then. I have so many thoughts in my mind regarding my story but having to write them down is not something I am able to do.
I am sorry everyone, I truly am, but I am not able to cope up with everything. And the best part of all of this is, this is not a disease about which I can talk to someone about. In my native language, one of the doctors to which I consulted, he said, (he said in hindi) "isko dore padte hai". And that left me speechless. I am still having tears in my eyes while remembering that moment. The other thing which has my thoughts, is my upcoming entrance exams.I am not able to focus at all. To the few people who have read it till here, Can you please share some tips to focus?
So, getting back, what motivated me to write today after so many months, was a comment that came today. I am sorry, I am not able to write. I am sorry that there are so many of you waiting, and I know it's so irritating to like a story and have an author that doesn't updates for months. I don't know what else to say, I am just sorry. And I hope I'll be able to update soon, but I don't want to give false hope to any of you.
