__evemarie
just needed a place to vent
I am so unbelievably lucky in my real life. I have people who love me deeply (not many, but a few who count most), an okay job, a roof over my head. I realize how much of a rarity it is being able to say those things, and I don’t take it lightly that out of everyone, I get to have the life I do.
But if I’m being honest, I am in one of the worst depression states I have been in a long, long time. I feel like a monster for secretly expecting more from the world I am now an adult in. It’s hard to explain, but I just—it’s been so hard, lately. I just needed to get it off my chest
glorious_torious
@__evemarie there’s nothing that can be said to make things better for you, though I wish there was. and though it may feel like the entire world is against you, I promise that people— even internet strangers like little old me— are cheering you on. it’s ok to recognize the positives in your life while still working through the negatives: one thing doesn’t have to negate the other. just know that there’s always someone in your corner when you’re ready for them <3
ludensnakes
@ __evemarie just wanted to remind you that you're not alone in that feeling, i hate how much i understand you in this; ik sometimes it's not much but you don't have to go through this AND do it alone, ok?
