And then I found out how hard it is to really change,
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in,
I just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
No matter how fucked you get
The sun will return and you come back down!
The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had,
There's glimpses of heaven in every day.
In the friends that I have, the love that I feel, I just had to start again.
The days are a death wish.

- Hospital for souls