Just struggling through my years
if i've learned something it is : do whatever makes you happy.
I dream big and expect it to come true because my level of hope is above the seventh sky. Its so high that i can't see it... (sarcasm. I can't see it anyways)
- a old man once (maybe wise) said : a person is as big as their dream. 
Since i don't hesitant to dream big, I will forever keep trying, people try to make me fell less, so I ignore and continue.
I'm shattered and just trying to recover. You know when a mirror breaks and even If you manage to put it back together you can still see the cracks...
I desire of the world at my fingertips and can only try to get there.
I have big dreams. Too much at stake. But willing to take risk. Eventually, gain greater than my loss.
Officially an internet hobo...