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i don't know if you'll ever see this. probably not but i wanted to write anyway. i don't care how long it's been or how random this is, i just needed to tell you this. at the time (when we talked), i considered you my best friend. you were the only person i knew then who was really there for me and tried to understand me. and i learned a lot from you, believe it or not. so i was stupid to just let you go after a little confrontation. because best friends or good friend's in general shouldn't leave after little things... and maybe that's what you wanted to see. if i was good enough to stay and i guess i wasn't. i just let jealousy take over, which isn't good. last year, i spent almost the whole summer talking to you so this summer will be hard for me. cause when you have a routine of talking to someone everyday and then it all stops; it's hard to function the same. and it's been hard to go about some of my days without you. especially lately, cause i miss you. you may not care about me anymore but i still love you. cause you'll always have a special place in my heart. i hope you have a good summer...  (i lost your kik and someone told me it was rumored that you left amino so this is all i knew to do. and if i knew your kik, i would be too much of a pussy to text you anyway)

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