_aerisx_

Sometimes, being the student who’s always been good at studies feels like a burden. When people are used to you doing well, their expectations slowly become something you start carrying yourself. I had a test today and my teacher had so much faith in me that I’d do well. But despite studying as much as I could, the test didn’t go the way I had hoped. And somehow, I’m more upset about the thought of disappointing him than the test itself. It’s hard when you know someone believed you could do better, and you feel like you’ve let them down. I know one test doesn’t define how capable I am, but right now, it’s still hard not to feel miserable about it. 

chaenniekook

@_aerisx_ omg what the hell girl😭😭 that’s crazy i couldn’t do that🙏 idk what to do and my parents kinda doesn’t what i do but idk man it’s so stressful cause i have to wake 2 hours early to get to college and i always have a headache😭
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_aerisx_

@chaenniekook Girl I FEEL YOU 😭 I’m in college too and a medical student at that and honestly the stress is unreal. My sleep schedule doesn’t even exist anymore, sometimes I genuinely wonder if I’m even built for this course, but we’re somehow still here...
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chaenniekook

same i’m in college rn and im stressing about it because i don’t know if i want to continue course or not because i don’t think i will succeed in it in the future and i kinda just randomly chose it tbh
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_aerisx_

Sometimes, being the student who’s always been good at studies feels like a burden. When people are used to you doing well, their expectations slowly become something you start carrying yourself. I had a test today and my teacher had so much faith in me that I’d do well. But despite studying as much as I could, the test didn’t go the way I had hoped. And somehow, I’m more upset about the thought of disappointing him than the test itself. It’s hard when you know someone believed you could do better, and you feel like you’ve let them down. I know one test doesn’t define how capable I am, but right now, it’s still hard not to feel miserable about it. 

chaenniekook

@_aerisx_ omg what the hell girl😭😭 that’s crazy i couldn’t do that🙏 idk what to do and my parents kinda doesn’t what i do but idk man it’s so stressful cause i have to wake 2 hours early to get to college and i always have a headache😭
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_aerisx_

@chaenniekook Girl I FEEL YOU 😭 I’m in college too and a medical student at that and honestly the stress is unreal. My sleep schedule doesn’t even exist anymore, sometimes I genuinely wonder if I’m even built for this course, but we’re somehow still here...
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chaenniekook

same i’m in college rn and im stressing about it because i don’t know if i want to continue course or not because i don’t think i will succeed in it in the future and i kinda just randomly chose it tbh
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_aerisx_

The drought lately has been quite discouraging, I’ve honestly been losing the motivation to even open the app. 

_aerisx_

So many sweet comments. Thank you, genuinely, to each and every one of you for taking the time to say something. ❤️
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chaenniekook

pls keep going author, i believe in you!!
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numberonesss

Such a relatable feeling lol. And it's okay to feel this way sometimes. Whenever I lose the motivation to do something. I just don't do it, because doing it half heartedly is exhausting, and you don't even get the result you want. You don't have to force yourself to do something. You're entitled to take rest. Go out there and do the things you find interest in at the moment, and I promise it'll get better. 
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_aerisx_

I have so many ideas, but most of them just don’t feel like long-form stories. They’d work way better as one-shots or mini fics but I’ve never really thought about making a one-shot book… idk, I always hesitate because I feel like no one would actually read it. :⁠'⁠(

audreymelon

Collection of shorts story would be great too 🥹. Would love to read more of your writing
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exokaik

I would read your stories! I love them and I continually read them! 🙏🏼
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numberonesss

@_aerisx_ I have stopped writing too, but let me tell you. You don't have to hesitate to do something you want. I'm sure your book will get all the love it's worthy of because you write well. Take care. :)
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_aerisx_

Wattpad feels so dry these days...New rosèkook ffs are so hard to find, old writers are inactive… I just wanna discover something new to read. 😭 

rosy-mo

@_aerisx_ ngl trueeee and i miss all rk authors :(
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numberonesss

@_aerisx_ numberonesss
            
             I personally think a lot of people are extremely disappointed at the lack of accountability after the CB situation (including myself)and this is the result of that.
            
            
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klj567

@_aerisx_ when are we getting "Isle of Roses" ? 😭😭😭
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_aerisx_

GUYS!!! Attended BTS concert in LA on Jungkook’s birthday (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)  Had the BEST time ever, I’m still freaking out! Literally the HAPPIEST day ever ✨✨✨

goldenrosejk97

@ _aerisx_  OMG you luckyyyyyyyyy😭😭
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_aerisx_

Also JUNGKOOK LIVE VOCALS AND WHOLE STADIUM LIT UP GOLDEN ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ 
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klj567

"Isle of Roses" is missing?! 

klj567

@klj567 No worries at all! Balancing studies while trying to write three books sounds super tough. Take your time and don't stress—I’ll be eagerly waiting for 'Isle of roses' when it comes back! Good luck with your studies! 
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_aerisx_

@klj567 Hey! I just unpublished it for now. Managing three ongoing books was getting a bit difficult, especially since I'm still a student and need to balance my studies too. I hope you understand and thank you so much for looking for the story. I'll definitely bring it back once I can manage everything better! ❤️
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