One day I woke up and felt nothing ,that moment I realised that my life has completely changed and just nothing would be the same. I cried for hours whithout knowing what to do and I finally felt it, I felt the deep hole that I had in my life and felt scared, because I didn't know how to fix it to the way it was before, I've never had a perfect life but I wished it hadn't changed. Now my life is in a continuous loop of emotions, some can relate, others judge me about it. I'm completely lost and I don't know the way back, so I just cry and think, is it that hard to exist?, Is it realy worth the pain and the fake smiles?
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