my first exam is in the morning. pls wish me luck, i’m literally crying over it rn:) like if i don’t make above a 90 on this, then my average for this class goes down to a B, which could drop my GPA, which lowers my chances of getting into an out-of-state college, which lowers my chances of getting away from racist, homophobic, sexist and abusive assholes.
literally bawling my freaking eyes out thinking about having to stay here for the rest of my life. i know i’m putting more pressure on this exam than i should cuz it’s literally one class and i have perfect grades in the rest, but i stop freaking out of it. it’s almost midnight and i’m still studying, even tho i have to get up at 5, so i’m going to be sleep-deprived (i always am, but this is the one time i shouldn’t be) and relying completely on caffeine which is always great.
sorry for the rant:(