Go to sleep and close you eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against the thorn
You know the pain that they've endured

Silver metal that shines so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of blood that's trickling down
And wake up right before you drown

Moonlight shining all your tears
As you bleed out all your fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby

Hush-a-bye baby you're almost dead
You have no pulse and your pillow's red
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed
Sleep with a knife 'cause it's all you need

Rock-a-bye baby broken and scarred
You never thought it'd be this hard
It's time to end the pain that you hid so well
And down will come baby strait back to hell

This poem describes me more than anything else will!!!