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yall ever get into that really bad/depressive mood (making you fail the vibe check) where like everything you loved isnt interesting and its like youre numb to the things you used to love? like ive just given up on bts. ive stopped watching videos of them. ive stopped watching their performances. ive stopped listening to their music. they dont make me feel like i used to. they dont make me laugh or smile anymore. im aware that this is a depression symptom (lossing interest in the things you love) but i thought i was getting better? like i stopped my meds because i WAS better?? now im not so sure...

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yall ever get into that really bad/depressive mood (making you fail the vibe check) where like everything you loved isnt interesting and its like youre numb to the things you used to love? like ive just given up on bts. ive stopped watching videos of them. ive stopped watching their performances. ive stopped listening to their music. they dont make me feel like i used to. they dont make me laugh or smile anymore. im aware that this is a depression symptom (lossing interest in the things you love) but i thought i was getting better? like i stopped my meds because i WAS better?? now im not so sure...

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part 15 of 'not who you think' will be postponed till next week (i say week but i actually update this every 5 days) due to, well, idek lol. i just cant find anything to write about and i cant find any motivation oof. stay tuned ig (i hate my life)

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@-Jmn-no-jams- i do too! i live in north carolina so rn its about 7pm
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-Jmn-no-jams-

@_suga_meow_ I'm near Wheatfield, Indiana USA. Its 5pm here. Do you live in the states too?
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@ColleenCoplen that means a lot thanks really! Ive still yet to update my story, but im sure ill get into the swing of things soon! Have a good day( or night idk)
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I just wanna say how thankful i am for all of your support and love! Yall put a smile on my face every single day and i am so so so thankful!! My stories have come so far and my newest one surpassed 100 views in less than a month! Its amazing and i truly do love you all!!!!!!!!! Thank you again!!!!!!!! And remember, i love you, so love yourself and love others! Hope you all have a good day!!!!