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yall ever get into that really bad/depressive mood (making you fail the vibe check) where like everything you loved isnt interesting and its like youre numb to the things you used to love? like ive just given up on bts. ive stopped watching videos of them. ive stopped watching their performances. ive stopped listening to their music. they dont make me feel like i used to. they dont make me laugh or smile anymore. im aware that this is a depression symptom (lossing interest in the things you love) but i thought i was getting better? like i stopped my meds because i WAS better?? now im not so sure...