I feel like I wanna kms :')
I hate my life rn and nothing is rly helping I can't eat bc I'll either throw up or gag for the smell of food, I can barely get off my bed,my parents and sister keeps calling me lazy, annoying,and fat but I still love them bc ik their playing but they dk that it's actually hurting me. My sister just said idk why your eating you wake up go on your phone text your fake friends and not eat everyday. Idk my gender anymore but ik for sure I'm not a girl and I told my mom this in a serious conversation but she still said "no your not your still a girl and let me tell you why" witch is basically like a girl saying this to a ace boy "oh you don't like sex? I can change that" it's not that easy he know he hates or doest feel for sex and idk if I'm a boy or non-binary I can barely sleep and when I do I wake up to my alarm a hour later I can't have coffee so I just stay awake the best I can and I keep hearing noises from my garage idk what it is but it gives me dangerous vibes and I don't wanna go in there by myself anymore. Idk what to do at this point and I need help...