MxTabbiiCat
YESSSSSS! YOU'RE BACK! YAY!!!
_blaubeerchen_
_blaubeerchen_
Sorry it’s been so quiet around.. I got diagnosed with Aspergers recently and somehow had to get it together for myself.
Good news is: There is a new chapter of my work just waiting to be released!
MxTabbiiCat
@_blaubeerchen_ I'm a little late replying, but I'm so glad you're back! Dealing with a diagnosis can be overwhelming, but I'm sure you'll pull through. You're an AUSOME person! ❤
_blaubeerchen_
I FINISHED MY WRITTEN A-LEVEL EXAMS!
_blaubeerchen_
I feel an urgent need to spread my happiness!
I just had a talk with my boyfriend after watching a documentary about Down Syndrome- he told me that the circumstances didn’t matter to him and that he would be happy to raise our children with me, no matter how typical or special they will turn out. <3 I am so thankful to have a fiancé with a mindset as open as his.
MxTabbiiCat
@_blaubeerchen_ Aw! He sounds so supportive and lovely! I'm very pleased that you have such great people in your life! Everyone deserves people that make them happy.
_blaubeerchen_
I’m having a crappy day.
Even though attending a university will be a huge improvement in the possibility to gain knowledge and my lifestyle, I find myself struggling with the thought of things changing and getting out of control... I am afraid over tops and I‘m pissed at myself for it. I already thought about failing my exams on purpose so I could have another year of school...
On the other hand I‘m also glad when it’s over and I get to go on.
Any tips? I can‘t really plan ahead since I need my A-level certificate for attending university or applying for a flatshare [unfortunately, renting an own space like now will be too expensive there..], and even when that‘s done I can‘t choose my room mates.
_blaubeerchen_
Thank you for the advice!
About room mates: I‘d rather live on my own because sharing kitchen and bathroom seems stressful for me and I need a place where I feel safe- I don’t know. I hope it will turn out to be a great time with a person who is nice.
That last part.. “Even if life will be a catastrophe- you have some super friendly Wattpad followers who will make you smile!” [That actually made me smile right now!]
MxTabbiiCat
@_blaubeerchen_ It's totally understandable for you to be feeling this way. Change can be really difficult. I promise (as much as the promise of an internet stranger is worth) that you will be fine in the end! In 10 years time you'll look back and laugh, possibly wishing you were still at Uni! I don't really have any massively helpful advice, I haven't "been there, done that" and I won't do so for an undisclosed number of years. I'm just here to help you handle the crappy day. When I have a crappy day, I like to do things that make me happy. Like eating. Eat a doughnut (like LotusWaterlily said) or whatever makes you feel good. Read some deep quotes about existence, watch TV or, if they would make you feel worse (depends what kind of mods you're in) go for a run! That is sometimes more appealing. 100% agree with everything @LotusWaterlily said, she's great at giving advice: I'd listen to her! Don't worry. Everything will turn out ok in the end. If not, you'll always have Wattpad! X
Emma8189
Thanks for the follow!