I’m having a crappy day.
Even though attending a university will be a huge improvement in the possibility to gain knowledge and my lifestyle, I find myself struggling with the thought of things changing and getting out of control... I am afraid over tops and I‘m pissed at myself for it. I already thought about failing my exams on purpose so I could have another year of school...
On the other hand I‘m also glad when it’s over and I get to go on.
Any tips? I can‘t really plan ahead since I need my A-level certificate for attending university or applying for a flatshare [unfortunately, renting an own space like now will be too expensive there..], and even when that‘s done I can‘t choose my room mates.