Today has been one of the worst days in my life. Aside from having severe anxiety and depression already, I’m starting to fall back in to old habits and I’m scared. Today would have been my dad’s 58th birthday. It’s also the 2 year anniversary of his death. Not a single one of my “friends” (knowing how hard all of this is on me) even texted me to ask how I was. They’re all out shopping and partying with their other friends. And it hurts because all I try and do is put kindness and love out in the world, and I just keep getting shít on. I’m at the point where I’m just numb. Sorry for ranting, idk I feel like this is the only place I can really let my true feelings out without being judged.