parvathi

Guys. I'm back.
          
          Don't really know how many of y'all remember me, but yesSS, I'm back.
          
          The reason I'm back? Well, I have a whole ass library in my phone and get bored? Like, wHaT?????
          
          But, finding good books is kinda difficult. So help? I just want some sad af books rn. Suggesttttt? Please? Yes, thank you very much.
          
          Annd, I changed my aesthetic. It's comforting ♡
          
          Byebye~

❝ you are here for a reason. i know that sometimes it doesn't feel that way. i know that sometimes life can be a difficult thing to navigate. it can break you down and challenge you in ways you never thought it would but i also know that you have the potential to do incredible things in this world. you have the capacity to overcome whatever it is that is hurting you or confusing you or making you doubt yourself. i need you to believe in that. believe, with reckless abandon, that you are meant to be here. trust in yourself - even if you haven't figured out what inspires you deeply, even if you haven't discovered your purpose, even if you're moving forward in the simplest, smallest of ways. just keep going. wake up each morning and be gentle with yourself. do the work. feel whatever it is that you need to feel. tuck beautiful memories into your chest for safekeeping, revisit them whenever things get too tough. remind yourself of the art you want to create, of the things you wish to write, of the places you want to visit, of the people you have yet to meet. no matter what, just continue to remind yourself that you are going to make it. ❞

Zhongli hasn’t come to me as well ;-;

❝ hey parv. i want you to know that i'm proud of you. i'm proud of you for getting through another year. things have not exactly been smooth but i'm proud of you for getting back up each time life has pulled you down. i'm proud of you for trying, for speaking up. the year has taught you alot, changed you alot. you've achieved or done things you never thought you were capable of. give yourself some credit; the permission to unfold. strip down to the rawest and most authentic version of yourself. don't dwell on the past. look into it, learn from it, figure out where you went wrong and move on. do not conceal your emotions. you need not to be someone else. who you are is perfect. ❞

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·˚✎ ﹏ chance here with a lil reminder for you ꒱
          
          ❝ what you need to decide today is whether you want to always be the victim of whatever bad come your way and identify through that or take control of what it shaped you into and evolve for the better. one will make you resentful towards your future. resentful towards the good coming your way and bitter towards those who deserve what you didn't deserve. and the other will free you. so life was rough? so life was unfair? but what now? how do you go on about it? do you want to dwell into the miseries of what has gone by or do you want to live fully in the present where you're much wiser? ❞

❝ you are free to be who you were created to be. the world will do it's best to define you, telling you who to be, how to act and what to think. remember, every fibre of your being was designed with purpose. the way you think, communicate ideas and express yourself - it is a unique and electric combination that no one else has. too often, we misconstrue the evolution of life. we buy into the idea that we must 'become' someone to be great but greatness is already is us. it's the core of who we are. we've to work to uncover the greatness already within us by stripping off labels and removing pressure to blend in so that we show up in the world as the purest version of ourselves - completely untainted. ❞

❝ when we're in pain, people are too quick to say, 'get over it', 'move on', 'its not that bad' but we don't get over grief by denying it. we have to feel it, we have to give it it's due. we have to dive down to the very depths of our sorrow, relive every terrible moment and endure the torture of asking what could've been and what will now be. we have to bleed out before our hearts can start beating again. ❞
          
          ━ claudia gray, a million words with you

❝ most of the times, life won't seem as we want it to be. it sometimes will bless you with something you always wanted and even snatch away something which you love the most. the best thing about it? life teaches us between what we want and what we need. ❞