Helo
Is anyone remember me ?I know after a very long time. I wanna apologize that I didn’t completed my book unexpected wish. I think I’m not gonna end it because I have no more desire to write books as much as I did old days. It’s so wired because writing fan fictions was my one of favorite things to do in my free time back in time. But no more willingness.
But these days it’s really hard to spend. Emptiness, painful, lonely those feelings hunting me so badly. Also I had my first love too and it was so painful. I don’t know still I have no words to express that feeling called love. If you’re found your true love , bruh I’m just saying to you,! You are so lucky and no more winning in your life than finding ur true love. Because it’s a bless. People who found it already are so lucky. Unfortunately I’m not one of those people.
But anyways, what I’m just thinking while I’m writing this is ,
Wattpad is a one platform which I used to spent most of time and secretly I have so many reading accounts too here. That’s funny cuz once I made an account I didn’t remember the password to log in. Somehow Wattpad screen knows my story since I was at age 15 and now I’m 22 . It’s almost 7 years. This screen knows my journey through 7 years . How much I cried how much I expressed my feelings through stories and how I loved BTS how much I loved my readers and how much I loved authors etc.but now how old I am. I had my first love too. I’m so mature than that time. Now I understand so many things. Why people change ,why people are so mean, like that. It’s so obvious I mean.
So if you’re reading this and you’re still in the time which I was in 7 years ago. Remember, you’ll learn lots of things in future. And life is not beautiful as fan fictions. So let me tell you something that I learnt in my past years .
DO NOT MAKE RUSH TO TAKE DISITIONS IN YOUR LIFE.
So think twice.
Anyway stupid talk. So miss ya. Thank you.
Bye.
