you don't wanna know

Does anyone else just crave the most random foods at the weirdest times for no reason? Or am I just insane? 

I just want some bread with Nutella and I don't know why. I'm not even hungry. I just feel like eating some but it's 'almost midnight'. I don't even like eating that much but I really feel like having some now. Hmph. 

I'm fucking tired of everything. Life is just he same every day. There's nothing ever different every day and I'm tired of constantly being told I'm doing everything wrong and I'm need to change everything I do. My parents keep telling me to spend more time out of my room but then we still don't talk to each other much. 
          I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm not the child you wanted, I stay out of your way so you don't have to put up with me. All I want is to be left alone and not criticised for everything I do. Is that too much to ask for?

Perfection is overrated.