I WANTED TO START A NEW STORY, SOMETHING EXCITING (unlike my previous story 'birdie gone by') THAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE, AND A POWER OUTAGE THAT LASTED A MILLISECOND TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME. I WROTE SO MUCH. WHY DIDN'T I SAVE? I AM SO STEAMING MAD YOU COULD BOIL EGGS ON MY FOREHEAD!! ... I am such a failure as a writer and a person. orz