Remember that girl I posted about?
The girl I loved, that was in love with her best friend?
Yuh, I still love her. She's my girlfriend now and I'm learning a song on guitar for her.
And her beat friend just hit me up, asking if we could all hang out together cuz she really hopes I could like her as a friend after all.
Everything is awesome.
This pandemic is a little flaw in my romantic plans, but it's okay. We're happy. I love her.
The tarot cards say that problems are to come, but that's okay. We live right now and we will try to solve what comes our way.
We breathe, we live.
Why do I tell you this?
I tell you this to let you know that everything is gonna be okay.
Half a year ago I was the lowest ever, my clinical depression on peak and the girl I love clinging to her best friend, breaking my heart even more. I had and still have mental problem and back then my anxiety was severe.
But what am I now? I'm breathing. I'm happy. I can enjoy my life. And I have a beautiful girl on my side, ready to attack every hurdle in the way.
You can do this too.
You can reach happiness.
You can get help, you can fight and you can see the light.
Times are hard, I know.
But you'll be okay.
Don't give up, Sunshine.
Just hold on.