sorry it took so long for me to write the most recent chapter of I Love You. i was taking a break from this account because of some hate i was receiving about the way Gerard is portrayed in it. Hes portrayed as a grown man who acts like a child, and people say i am being rude to people with autism. I am autistic, and they way i portray Gerard is having such a severe case that his mind has regressed to around four years old. Theres other factors to it too, in the first instalment of the series, Gerard suffers from severe trauma to the head and therefore sustains brain damage, and he also had brain surgery for cerebral palsy. All of this combined, makes Gerard act like a child. I didnt mean for it to sound rude towards other autistic people.