Missing me

I've been thinking about it a lot recently I'm kind of feeling like I should just delete my account. I hope this doesn't seem like a cry for attention or something like that, but I don't want to just disappear without saying anything since there are actually people who read, vote, comment and enjoy my stories (surprisingly enough, lol)
          
          The thing is, I just don't feel comfortable being on here anymore. 
          
          This summer, my Instagram acc was hacked and I used a website on someone's recommendation to see if any of my passwords had been breached and through wattpad , in actually closer to the first half of this year, my password had been acquired. I deleted that account SOO fast after making sure everything was secured. I had paranoia for ages after it even.
          
          Not only that, but just out of curiosity I searched up some of my books and I found them on not one but two glitchy, virusy looking foreign websites. Ouch.
          
          I'm not safe here, my books aren't safe here and I'm honestly sick of it. But I'm not sure where else to go.. Any recommendations?
          
          Also I'd like to talk about being logged out of accounts? Are alt accounts not allowed? It's happened to me like 3 times now I just wanted to have a clear distinction between the types of books I'd be putting on each acc but a link between them as the same person 
          
          

Spiced up chapter 1 and 5 and did a little edits here and there to fix some lines that bothered me.
          
          It's the very beginning of ch1 and very end of ch5 if ur interested in the changes I made

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          Have this as consolation for my absence 

@zahraxmohd ʕ•̫͡•ʔ❤ʕ•̫͡•ʔ

@zahraxmohd Of course (^w^)

There are a million reasons why 
          If you kill me; I will not di-e.
          
          Watch, waiting, all these years 
          Centuries go by in fear.
          In this tower all alone,
          In this prison you call home.
          
          What is it that you believe?
          The world will die and you will grieve?
          You’re one of a kind?
          Then you’re just blind.
          
          There are a million reasons why 
          If you kill me; I will not di-e.
          
          Reason number one,
          You’re too uptight!
          Reason number two,
          You’d scream in fright.
          Reason number three,
          You don’t have the guts~
          
          “Oh my god, you’re absolutely nuts. What possessed you to just suddenly start singing!?”
          
          “What possessed you to interrupt me? I wasn’t done. Nice rhyme though.”
          
          “Ugh! Just get out, I’m not coming with you.”
          
          
          You think you’re one in a billion?
          I’ll tell ya reason one million
          I’m just just like you~
          Reason centillion; I’m immortal too.
          
          “Okay, I’m not ACTUALLY immortal but neither are you, dumbass. How’d you get in your head that vampires are immortal?”
          
          “My relatives—”
          
          “C’mon, at this point you know everything that came for their mouths was a lie. But it could have been an honest mistake as well. Vampires, werewolves and most ‘supernatural creatures’ live much longer than humans. You may have just SEEMED immortal to them.”
          
          “I- I don’t even know what to say. I already knew my entire life was based on a lie but everything I thought I knew is just crumbling before my eyes...”
          
          “You still know how to criticise my oddly-timed random bouts of singing, don’t you? I’d HATE if you lost that skill.”
          
          “Ah, yes. You repeatedly told me there was ‘a million reasons why’ yet also provided a reason centillion. A centillion has 303 zeroes and I find that’s far more than just a million.”
          
          “Atta girl. There’s that harsh criticism that I don’t deserve!” 

“But our whispers, by all odds,
          Lured our lamb between the trees
          Where listeners would often freeze.”
          
          Used to be:
          
          “But our whispers, by all odds,
          Lured our lamb betwixt the trees
          Oft where the listeners would freeze.”
          
          But APPARENTLY betwixt is too specific (‘between two people or things’ whereas between is kinda ‘in the middle of’ betwixt sounds WAY better tho... ╥﹏╥ )

Midnight Whisperer Summary:
          
          Their little backwater settlement was affectionately nicknamed 'Ghostie Grotto'. It's true name had been lost decades ago. The tall, imposing trees hung over one another and the water droplets that dripped from the leaves sounded deafening when all was quiet.
          
          Jovis would like to say that at night the village was often silent - but his elders taught him not to lie. Each night, when the air was still and the clocks struck midnight, they would sing.
          
          Who they were; no one knew. Some even went as far as calling them ghosts.
          
          Not one person could agree on how the Grotto's 'ghosts' sounded. Some heard males, some heard females, some heard young and some heard old; but Jovis only heard perfection.
          
          Nevertheless, the adults preached to the children that they must never venture out past midnight or follow the voices.
          
          But today their voices sounded different from usual - it was so beautifully sad. And then they cried for help!
          
          Jovis won't take long; surely he'll be back before tomorrow?

The #JustWriteIt July 2021 Prompt caught my attention so I might try it 
          
          I made a book cover already & I’m calling the book “Midnight Whisperer”
          
          I’ll do it on the side to TKOMH it’s not priority or anything but if I’m feeling really uninspired then I’ll just pretend it didn’t happen 

“A Wicked Game Of Souls & String” is now published! It’s a side story book to “The Keeper Of My Heart” and I’ll be updating them side by side (kinda?)
          
          Once the content is out for TKOMH I’ll publish a corresponding story in AWGOSAS but I’ll probably put spoiler warnings at the start just in case