_h3llboy_
hallo still alive
_h3llboy_
_h3llboy_
i need to stop using wattpad as a personal diary
_h3llboy_
everyday on earth is torture
_h3llboy_
haha that didn’t end up well
_h3llboy_
my xan plug is my fp
_h3llboy_
i made it to 16
_h3llboy_
im over him finally.
_h3llboy_
i got out of the hospital today and they’re trying to send me to rehab #funnymoment
_h3llboy_
i went to the psych ward on tuesday because i almost oded monday night
_h3llboy_
i’m at the worst point i’ve ever been in my life and i might just fkin do it, i’ve been relapsing everyday but i can’t even call it a relapse if i never got better and i’m so alone and i’m so done with life lol
Tedsy_
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@_h3llboy_ don't do it... Please don't, it's not worth it. I swear it's not. I know the feeling, that claustrophobic feeling where the minutes and hours and days blend and you feel like shit because life is shit but don't do it because I promise I was there too. A feeling of cold washed over me, that feeling when you don't feel and I genuinely felt like I was going to do it and I felt as if no one would care. But I was just lying to myself to make me feel better. I had (have) my mom and brother. I know you barely know me but you have me, if that means anything fucking thing. I care, please don't do it.