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Where is the fucking point of writing a fic? I dont think im good for this, i think im going to just unpublish this shit, ive got 3 fics in my drafts, including this one i started publishing 4, i started them in my drafts 10 months ago and I've been preparing them for so long, but I've lost motivation and inspiration,my writing skills are not that good and i also got pissed when i saw someone started fics with the same theme as mine, I didn't see someone with a fic like mine, the one i first wanted to start which i didn't start cuz idek, and then boom all of the sudden someone else came up with the same idea and started it, I've should started it earlier, and its not that it, i feel, and i kinda think its true, that im going to stop with this fic some time, i wont keep up with it, i really like writing this and all but on the other side i feel like writing fics isnt a thing for me.
My mind is all messed up and I don't know what to do, i think im going to just unpublish the fic i started, and keep everything other i wrote, and every other fic in my drafts, for myself and just keep reading fics, ugh :|