kay

literally fell asleep at 6 am for my father to wake me up at 8:30 btw i hate this 

it took me a while but i finally realized I'm actually GOING to The Eras Tour on Paris N4 like OMG??? 
          
          I AM SO NOT READY THIS IS HAPPENING SO SOON 

another song!
          I just published "better" of my story "l̶o̶v̶e̶sick ˢᵒⁿᵍᵇᵒᵒᵏ". https://www.wattpad.com/1440085370?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=_headlights13

INTHAF update!
          
          https://embed.wattpad.com/story/354953829

happy TTPD day!
          
          spent the day listening and crying to it...
          
          then wrote a song :)
          
          https://embed.wattpad.com/story/362539400
          
          here!

I want to throw up for you, my love.
          Look at what you've reduced me to.
          The peaceful warmth makes me want to puke ;
          The delightful ache turned to gut-wrenching pain,
          And the poet is left alone above the lakes.
          
          
          (this is my way of saying I'm gonna try to be more active on here bc I've just been ghost reading some stuff lately, march 2024 was one of the worst months of my life)
          
          (also this thing was written in December)

applying to art schools shouldn't be so stressful 
          i have to draw an insane amount until march 15th (dream school) before applying to two others
          (middle of march + beginning of april, but they're easier)

I BLOCKED AND DELETED MY ABUSER'S NUMBER !!!
          
          (she would've could've should've'd me when we were seven)
          
          11 years later
           after 5 months of PTSD
          
          (we weren't talking anyway but it's a big step !)

I'm dumb asf i literally thought my headache and throat pain were due to my lack of sleep, horrendous screen time and thr*wing up yesterday 
          
          now it's 5 am, i'm sick and I can't go back to sleep because i fucked up my sleep schedule 
          
          and on top of that talking with a normal/low voice hurts so my gender dysphoria is only gonna get worse 

Thanks for the follow!! I love your folklore theme :)