I want to write something that matters. i want to feel important to a special someone, i want to be able to have that true love. i want to be noticed and not left out. i want someone to care for me. is that so much to ask? I wanna be able to look at someone and tell them i'm happy and mean it. when i was younger, i used to dream about being older and getting a car and job but now, i want to go back. i can't stand being older. so much pressure on my shoulders, how could i wish for this?