Jackie

It amazing how your day can change by one person kind action. I was going down hill and by her just answering back i already feel better. Crazy what one human being you never met before can change your whole mood and day.

Sometimes i wonder is all this treatment worth it or should i just die and get it over with everyone dies anyway. But then i realize i haven't done everything i wanted to do so what the hell let not try i have a 50 50 chance right. 

Today I am sad i got some bad news about my cancer. On here i can be honest that i am sad i have to be strong for everyone else. Thats why i am here so i can read people story people that have experience worse thing that i have.