Happy 1 follower in Wattpad to the girl who've done so much in her life even though she's hurting behind. She's in pain? Yes. Forces to be strong? Yes. Forces not to cry even though it hurts so badly inside? Yes. Only cries at night? Yes. Keeps the pain for herself? Yes. Wants to be alone? Yes. Doesn't believe in love anymore? Yes. Tries to hide the tears that wants to escape from the eyes? Yes. Doubting the life she had? No. Never. She never doubted the life she had right now. There times she admitted that she doesn't want to have a life like this. She always envied the people who has beautiful life but things changed. She wouldn't deny that she appreciates the life that God gives her because you know what? Without all the pain she's experiencing right now, she couldn't find the dreams that she wanted in the future. She couldn't find the other self in her that is way more better than the usual. She couldn't find herself talking to God more and burst into tears after. She couldn't be stronger today, tomorrow, yesterday and everyday. And lastly, she couldn't be the person who she really is right now. All of it are the lessons that she learned in her life. A beautiful and unique lesson, she thought. And that girl, is me.
