You're wrong you know. I won't find better. Cause you were already the best thing that happened in my life at this time. We were kids, yeah. And I'm not in love anymore. But I care, deeply, about you. We made promises. So 'ill still be there. I just wanna be a part of your life, because you are a wonderful person (disturbed child). I'm not asking for more, cause I'm not able to be in a relationship either, not after you. I'm not ready now either even if it's with you lol. I'm over you yet not fully. Because I won't find what we had, when we were happy, with anyone else. It doesn't mean I wanna be back with you, in anyway that'd be cruel. But I just wanna be a part of your life. I just wanna make it better. I can see that the memory of me still hurts you, other way you wouldn't react like this. I just wanna make it better. You were, and are, even tho I tried, someone important in my life. So please, think about it. Please.
And please don't say I'll find better. That's underestimating you.
