☆deadinside☆

brooo I'm js chilling at the library cuz why not and I'm blasting music on full volume (in my headphones ofc) and its actually helping drown out the thoughts! buttttt now my lip is bleeding cuz I've been chewing on it and ripping the skin off cuz I do that when I'm nervous or focused. I'm trying to crank out like 3 missing assignments i have but instead I'm js reading Wattpad. I'm so tired but I don't really stop doing this cuz I don't wanna have to think about things cuz I think my friend is mad at me and I really don't wanna think about that. sooo yea. js chilling and killing my eardrums.