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"I miss me"
          	
          	You took my soul with you
          	And left yours…
          	To never let me yearn for your presence…
          	Always coming through
          	Your people and now mine
          	Have in them, your essence…
          	One who made you you...
          	Others who saw the making
          	Everyone and everything, in place…
          	But baby,
          	I miss the old me
          	One who got to live your existence…
          	
          	-Sakshi

MahnazAhmed4

Hey writer, do you know how much we are pining for Sidharth? Once again, I beg you, please bring him back. Please relive those moments for us, please heal us. We are yearning for Sidharth, and you write so well—it feels like he is still near us. I request this a trillion times, please. We want to cherish Sidharth forever. It's been 3 years, but even if eternity passes, we will never forget him. Please

MahnazAhmed4

@MahnazAhmed4 Words can't fully express how much your response means to me. It's like you’ve understood the feelings I hold so deeply in my heart, and that is the most precious gift anyone could give. Saying 'thank you' feels so small compared to the gratitude I feel. Please, when you can, write about them—write about our Sidharth. We may be a little biased, but it’s because we love him more than words can describe. Those two years brought so much love and healing, enough to last a lifetime. Your writing is like a balm to our hearts, and knowing you understand this means everything. Whenever you’re ready, I’ll be waiting patiently, filled with gratitude for your care and understanding. 
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_in_reverie

@MahnazAhmed4 Hi! Thank you for your message here. Believe me when I say, I am trying, trying hard to focus again on writing...I think of writing and I miss them both together and then I go back to search for their videos, spend my time with them and end up missing them more... A never ending loop. But it's not that I have ever thought of conclusively leaving this place. That's not happening for sure, i hope to be back soon here! Know what!? I feel you, and Its so gratifying to know that you find a sense of comfort, even if it's a  slightest bit, from my write-ups. I will surely try to come up with something if not a whole new story....
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_in_reverie

"I miss me"
          
          You took my soul with you
          And left yours…
          To never let me yearn for your presence…
          Always coming through
          Your people and now mine
          Have in them, your essence…
          One who made you you...
          Others who saw the making
          Everyone and everything, in place…
          But baby,
          I miss the old me
          One who got to live your existence…
          
          -Sakshi

_in_reverie

Settled on your side of the bed
          Half on me, your sweatshirt lays.
          Walking down the memory lane,
          I re-live our best days.
          Eyes closed, a face I see.
          Messy hair, sharp nose,
          Sitting across the bed,
          Donned in a pair of shorts and tee.
          Fingers fast on remote,
          Another hand on spree.
          Fixing those loose black strands,
          Wholly immersed in TV.
          
          A regular day at home
          Simple, mundane, nothing fancy
          Yet exclusive, so intimate
          Just you and me.
          Enjoying at liesure,
          Our definition of serenity.
          Your eyes meeting mine
          There, followed a smile,
          Smiling back was me
          Letting the misery birds free.
          Only to see, the charming bunny grin,
          Getting wider, as you chortle with glee.
          
          -Sakshi