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hiraeth spoiler 
          
          
          “please..why are you doing this? can’t you see you’re hurting, i’m hurting- for goodness sake! stop it just..stop please” his voice had cracked,  his legs had already given up he remained on the floor curled into a ball his arms comforting him; he sobbed tears flowing out; heart break.
          
          in contrast the taller male only stared, his eyes gleamed walking towards the door he looks down at the smaller boy “because i deserve it” his devilish smirk over taking his face again and with that he left.
          
          it wasn’t worth it, the songs of his soul had circled around him like a rainstorm, hail - a hurricane it swirled, harsh and excruciating it played all around him as he - Elijah cried into his own arms because that was the only person that could comfort him in his most loneliest of times. 

ah no i deleted it since im taking a break from all my socials (except wattpad ofc)

spoilers for mine!!! its long but lmk if you want me to post more like this its so much fun!!! 
          
          ps: long ash
          
          “Ivan are you stupid? slow or just downright stupid? can you not tell..i’m fucking obsessed with you”
          
          her eyes softened, the brown glossed over in a tornado of perplexed feelings, a catharsis; release of emotions, she dropped her hand eyes downcast she smiled- a soft smile that held no gleam nor light it was merely just a smile “but i’m not the one you want, i never will be”
          
          to such a sentence, ivan could only stand there shocked, confused and most of all amused, his lips forming a smirk, his hands reached out gently grabbing the back of her neck forcing her to look up at him.
          
          their faces so close, souls that had danced a rhythmical tune as their breaths intermingled with each others. alas without each other they faced a life full of heart rending tragedies but together they faced the tragedies to befall with the company of a warm hand, they had each others warmth.
          
          Ivan breathed out, staring into her eyes, soaked in crystals, gleaming in the moonlight, he had breathed out, a soft smile that stretched out on his handsome face; conveying his limitless adoration, love he held vigorously for her: “you’ll always be the one i want, it’ll always be you”
          
          despite the flickering lamps, despite the deep darkness that loomed over them, despite the torn up pieces that surrounded her, he was the man that although their love did not depict a spring in full bloom with pure white roses, he was still the man that made her heart race with an unknown excitement at the very  thought of him, at the slight mention of his name her stomach would erupt with butterflies, and normal day to day things that reminded her of him, he was special, he was Ivan; the man she loved, will love, loves.
          

all with explosive diarrhoea ❤️❤️❤️

i’m in love with you. we are married with four kids idc

smiling into the kiss he appreciated every curve, every imperfection, every insecurity she had. he loved her for that one night. he had loved her to an extent unimaginable.
          
          then left.
          
          but why tho :)))) why’d he leave :) i don’t understand, why is it like this

ily date me i pray for yours also ❤️

Interact with me im lonely ;’)

Merry Christmas to all those who celebrate ! I hope the next year is full of happy memories and success, i love you all ♡

Bro smoking make up brushes is so fun like i feel prestige doing it cuz it feels like I’m smoking a cigar but I’m not, all I’m doing is putting the stick part in my mouth and the blowing out non existing smoke ygm?