It's been a while since I last posted or wrote anything on this platform. As time goes by, I'm slowly losing the intense passion I had way back 2017, when I breem with hope and enthusiasm about writing my own novel. Sadly, it just doesn't feel the same now. "Wala akong matapos na story", "Palaging sa umpisa lang tapos buburahin din" the cycle of writing then demolishing began to be repetitive that the light I once had slowly dims, and now, it only flickers. Quick flashes of light, of hope. "Baka ngayon kaya ko na" and I start to get back on my knees and reach for a pen and paper, or my phone and type: "Baka ngayon, kaya ko na."
— bllln xoxo