I think I might hace just gotten the confirmation that my dad could be a bit homophobic :/ we were watching Grey’s Anatomy and well there’s a new doctor who’s gay and he just recently started dating one of the interns, and they show them kissing (just like they do with any other couple) and my dad said something along the lines of “ughh why do they show them with such freedom kissing and stuff” and I said to him that it was basically just like showing Meredith and Derek kissing and he just completely ignored me- anyway I’ve been noticing that anything that’s shown on TV that’s LGBTQ+ related he will watch with a face of disgust, awkwardness and maybe horror? Idk really and idk if this little things indicate that he might be homophobic but tbh I’m kinda scared, I know I’ll have to come out at some point but now that the possibility of him being homophobic is bigger I’m scared, I’m scared that if I come out he’ll kick me out, or just ignore me… or even be disappointed in me. I don’t want to lose my dad, he’s such an amazing father and I really love him, and if he truly loves me then he’ll accept me… but there’s always the chance that he won’t and that’s just scary to me… Sorry for bothering you all. Stay safe and I love you good night from South America <33