_itsvivi_

Guys, my telegram account is dead so if you texted something there and got pissed off that I didn't reply, don't be mad please! I didn't ignore your text, I just lost that account itself (┬┬﹏┬┬)

_itsvivi_

@Wanderlust_Lavanya arre it suddenly asked for my password and I didn't know it and my gmail account wasn't linked so they deleted the account like...wth?!
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Wanderlust_Lavanya

@_itsvivi_ same here Buddy! Don't know what's happening with telegram these days. 
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_itsvivi_

Guys, my telegram account is dead so if you texted something there and got pissed off that I didn't reply, don't be mad please! I didn't ignore your text, I just lost that account itself (┬┬﹏┬┬)

_itsvivi_

@Wanderlust_Lavanya arre it suddenly asked for my password and I didn't know it and my gmail account wasn't linked so they deleted the account like...wth?!
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Wanderlust_Lavanya

@_itsvivi_ same here Buddy! Don't know what's happening with telegram these days. 
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Prerna55

Missing you 

_itsvivi_

@Prerna55 bro...I read Byomkesh...now i can die peacefully
            and Byomkesh > feluda (no offence)
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_itsvivi_

@Prerna55 arre yaar...me toooooo
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Prerna55

Bana notun account, please??

Prerna55

@Prerna55 Happy New Year Bro 
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Neeti79

Hey! I don’t know if you are accepting reading requests or not, but it would be great if you could give my book a chance if time allows. Feel free to vote on it if you enjoy the book and give your thoughts and reviews through comments on it. Thank you for your time, and I apologise for the inconvenience.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/369082276?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=Neeti79

_itsvivi_

Eh...me suddenly shifted my obsession back to Feluda! Left the fandom once, back to pavillion now because I came across this fanfic...what an astounding story man...(and so angsty much to my liking)ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Are there seriously no fans of Feluda here?? We could talk about it maybe??
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366078122

_itsvivi_

@fandomarcade that I used to...till 7th but then covid hit and now in 12th it's a problem.
            ikr!! Those little details amidst the chaos outside, the slight jealousy of Binodini coated with her care, Bihari's reverence for her, unbeknownst of her feelings for him, even Mahendra's mental fight between what's right and what's not. To make it a bland tale of petty affair and then to show Binodini to be 'strong' woman by justifying her misdeeds is really such a bummer.
            Oh I heard about  Raincoat once...let's see if I can watch it sometime
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fandomarcade

@_itsvivi_ I do theatre at school, you should totally try it. Maybe the right time shall come when you try it. 
            And yesss. The book Chokher Bali and movie Chokher Bali differences are not talked about enough. The subtle nuances in the book make it a whole conflicting experience. 
            As for Rituparna Ghosh, he indeed is a splendid director especially because of how conventionally difficult his storyline are, where I suppose there is bound to be a hit or miss. Raincoat is a very good work of his though
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_itsvivi_

@fandomarcade tbh, the reason I read Chokher Bali in the first place was because we were given a project back in the tenth, to write about some notable female characters from bengali novels and a few people wrote about Binodini from Chokher Bali (I didn't). Though I don't have bengali as my subject anymore, I suddenly remembered my friends talking about Chokher Bali's Binodini then, and I was kinda irked at the kind of character they described Binodini to be. So I gave the book a read and hurts to say, they were influenced by the movie, not the book. I know Rituparno Ghosh is a splendid director, but the way he changed the characters and diverted the main storyline, I just can't digest so that's why I posted that message on my mb, to indirectly show a part from the actual storyline.
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-Ankitaa

Hailo ji (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

_itsvivi_

@-Ankitaa two steps aways from death but I guess I forgot my chocolates somewhere so I am gonna take a few more steps back T~T
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-Ankitaa

@_itsvivi_ kaisi hai? (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
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_itsvivi_

One of my favourite scenes of Chokher Bali- Eyesore- Rabindranath Tagore.
          
          "After a long pause and without looking up at Vihari she meekly asked, “What would you have me do ?” 
          
          “I ask nothing extraordinary of you,”  
          replied Vihari. “Do what ordinary womanly good-sense should prompt you. Go back home.”
          
          Binodini.—“How ?” 
          
          Vihari—“I’ll escort you to the rail- 
          way station and put you into a Ladies’ Compartment.” 
          
          Binodini.—“Then let me stay here for the night.” 
          
          Vihari.—“No, I don’t trust myself so  
          far.” 
          
          At his last words Binodini bounded from her chair and dropping on the floor in front of him strained his feet to her  breast as she said : “So you own some little weakness, friend Vihari ! Don’t be perfect like an immaculate stone god. Let love for an imperfect creature stain your heart just a little !” With which Binodini repeatedly fell to kissing his feet. 
          
          Vihari was almost overcome by this  
          sudden onslaught. The rigour of his body and mind perceptibly relaxed as he dropped back into his chair. Binodini feeling the limpness, the tremor in him, let go his feet and raised herself on her knees before him. Putting her arms round his neck she said : “ O Lord of my life, I know you can’t be mine for ever, but let me know that you love me even for a moment. After that  I’ll go back to my wilderness, content. I’ll ask for nothing more from any one in the world, only give me something to remember till death.” 
          
          Binodini closed her eyes and put her lips close to his. There was a tense silence in the room while for an instant both of them remained motionless. 
          
          Then with a long drawn sigh. Vihari gently undid Binodini’s arms from about his neck and moving away took another chair. 
          
          After clearing his choking throat he said, “ There’s a passenger train after midnight.” 
          
          Binodini after remaining motionless for a while said in a scarcely audible voice. "I'll take that train.""

_itsvivi_

@Prerna55 Ikr? It's literally sooo beautifulll
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Prerna55

@_itsvivi_ Now I understand how much better it'd be in Bangla
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_itsvivi_

Vihari falling in love ♥️♥️♥️:
            
            "With the photograph on his knees 
            Vihari hoped to be able to drive out 
            Binodini’s image from his mind with contumely. But Binodini’s embrace, soft with her youth, agonised with her love, still clung about his feet.
            
            “ O wanton destroyer of a happy home !” his judgment wanted to say. 
            But Binodini’s uplifted lips, pleading for a kiss, seemed to reply “ I love you. Out of all the world have I consecrated you mine.”
            
            But was this a sufficient reply? would it serve to drown the anguished cries of a devastated household ? O heartless witch! 
            
            Was Vihari wholly angry, or was there a trace of longing in his tone? Could his heart really reject this offering of love at a moment when it had just been left destitute, divested of all the claims of a lifelong affection? When had he even been offered anything like this! He had all his life been gleaning on the outskirts of the field of love. Now that Love itself in lavish plenitude, had served a feast on plate of gold for himself alone, what nice scruples had made this unfortunate reject it!"
            
            "What songs had remained 
            unsung in those rare auspicious moments, how incomplete had been the festivity. Pale and feeble seemed all his previous memories in the glow of that rosy kiss held up to him by Binodini. How could he even have got through all those years as Mahendra’s shadow ? What a futile existence. He could not then have even imagined the ravishing melodies which were now wrung from sky, earth and water by the pangs of love. How could he ever cast out from his mind the image of Binodini, whose embracing arms had in a moment lifted him into this entrancing world of beauty. Her gaze, her longing had now spread all over the universe, her passionate breathing coursed ceaselessly through his pulsating veins, the soft warmth of her touch enveloped and kept open like a flower his enraptured heart."
            
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