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I believe in you
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It's hard to type
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But me? Who's me?
The viewer is me, I have no role, I'm here to see
I want to view how beautiful is she
To see her smile and know she is fine
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She is not the bad she thinks.
She's a girl with pain, and pain reshapes who we are
Her shape is uneven, it's still tender
But once she heals, once she's back, she shall be as bright as the summer skies
She needs some time, and she will smile, and she will fly
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I can barely keep my eyes open, however I would not sleep.
It's hard to stay awake but it's harder to know that you aren't smiling when I leave.
I'm trying my best to make u feel better, although I keep falling. I want you to smile, I want you to feel.
Doesn't have to be because of me, however you just must smile.
This is not charity work, this is a selfish desire. It comes from knowing that your happiness would make me happy.
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Oooooh that's how you post
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I don't know if you are going to see that today or someday
But whenever you do, I'm always wishing what's best for you.
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It takes time, just like all good things do.
But the truth remains that it shall happen and you might not even realize that it did, yet it will.
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I read more of your thoughts and I read them carefully.
Time is on my side this time so I could take a better look.
I find who I was for a long time between your words.
Between the letters that you write.
I feel the pain you faced. Almost as if your words are a gate between who is me and who I was.
I can see him but can he see me? Maybe if he did, it would've been easier for him.
Maybe if the "you" who is now could see the "you" who will be, maybe it would've been easier on her.