_jose_mendoza

"Tell Me How" by Paramore is exactly how I feel.....
          	
          	"Tell me how to feel about you know."
          	"Let me know Do I suffocate or let go?"

_jose_mendoza

Lately i have writen a few songs/actual poems and i will post them on here every now and then. I wanted to apologize for my inactivity for i have gone threw a lot. It happened December i was dumped and felt lonely and awful for 3 months. I still feel lonely sadly, but i no longer blame myself for the break up but now i blame myself for nothing good has ever happened when i date someone and i always end up in pain. I was stupid to believe it would end differently. 
          Now i am trying my best to move on and forget about the past....