It's no problem I love to read and happened to stumble upon your books, I'm glad I did, your a talented author with a dark and twisted creative mindset (that's a good thing) I'm not one to read much sad books but again I'm glad I did, now one thing, I was reading your author notes so if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm free to talk to, I may not know what your going thought (if your still going thought it) but I've helped a friend go though something almost identical, don't be afraid to reach out and talk, I'll be happy even if it's a normal everyday talk about life or even scomiche ;)