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Happy birthday Alexander Hamilton⭐and Todoroki❄!!!

Here's some more random stuff!  lmao, idk why I do this But anyways, SO.
          Wattpad sometimes like to not save where I am in a book in my library so I have to either remember or guess the chapter I was on, and whenever I do, I always see how far I got and I always get this depressing feeling because if I'm far in and have a few chapters or I'm on the last chapter, usually the book isn't finished and then I get depressed for a bit
          So yeah, random shit you didn't need to know, but I shared it anyway!
          As always, I love you all, and stay safe! (I say that like I have an audience, haha)

So...a little story time.  (For context, my friends are all switches, and I'm a bottom.  That may sound weird and sound like this is going to be bad, but it's not, trust me) So, today, my friends and I were at play rehearsal, we were chilling backstage, and then one of my friends grabs my throat, and I become a tomato.  Then my best friend is like, you know you're the bottom of out group, right? And I'm like, yeah.  Then one of my other friends (who two of my friends have a crush on) grabs me from behind, and the one who grabbed my throat covers my mouth and  I'm just here, like holy shit, and then my face gets even warmer.  After that, we were just talking, and the friend who grabbed my from behind was like,you're our bottom bitch, and honestly, I don't think I've ever blushed more in my entire life.  So yeah, random shit you didn't need to know,but I posted it anyway  As always, love y'all and stay safe❤

So, an update: I came out to my parents, and it actually went really well! I told them I was pan, explained what being pan meant, and they were just like, okay, love you.  Everything seemed alright, they said they supported me, and accepted me, but, today, however, they asked me if I was entirely sure I was pan, because I was talking about a lot of my friends being pan, and they were like, are you sure you're not just saying because your friends are, and it honestly pissed me off.  All of my family I've told have asked or assumed I was just saying I was pan to be like my friends. The only people who haven't questioned it is my friends.  It just honestly really irked me because this is who I am, and they said they'll support me and love me no matter what, but it just really hurts that they thought I was only saying it to "fit in" more with my friends.

So, I have a question. I know not many people follow me, and you don't have to answer this by any means if you don't want to.  So, if anyone is LGBTQ+ and you are out to your parents, do you have any advice? My parents are wonderful accepting people, but I still feel scared. So, if you have anything remotely helpful, I would greatly appreciate it
          As always, I love you all, and stay safe❤

I honestly don't need to post this, but these are the random things I think about: Literally, whoever decided self-checkouts should be a thing, I love you because then I don't have to interact with people.  
          I've also realized that my best friend acts exactly like Mina and I just realized how lucky I am
          Last night I found this small corner store that my brother's friend and his family own, and I love it. I got some ramen and iced tea, and they had tubs of ice cream in just this small little store and I was so happy
          Also, a bunch of high school girls playing "family friendly" cards against humanity is NOT family friendly, no matter what the box says
          Singing Olivia Rodrigo and singing Everybody Talks is so much fun with a bunch of your friends
          Standing at a podium makes you feel powerful
          Imagine that feeling when you see a pride sticker on the bottom of your homophobic geometry teacher's podium (he doesn't know about it)
          Imagine impeaching your class president
          Imagine playing night at the museum but it kind of ended up being a sort-of cult
          Imagine being a pretend ref for a basketball game but you don't know any of the rules
          That's it for now lmao, love you all and stay safe❤

M'kay, so a bit of a rant but not really, and you don't have to read it, but I just need to get it out.  So, my parents know I like musicals and anime, and they are 100% okay with musicals, and they love them too.  However, anime, not so much.  Whenever I mention it, they're just like,"Okay, whatever," and look weirded out. They think anime is really weird, and I can tell.  Like today, they were talking about things rated TV-MA, and I mentioned that this one anime I liked (Black Butler), kept switching from TV-14 to TV-MA on Netflix. To which my dad replies,"Of course, it's an anime." And I got mad, but kept it in. I know that Black Butler isn't the best, but I personally don't think it's all that terrible, and I just got pissed that they assumed that it was inappropriate because it was an anime.  The only animes they've seen me watching are Seven Deadly Sins, My Hero Academia, and Haikyuu.  Haikyuu isn't bad, but MHA has Mineta, and 7ds has Meliodas in the earlier seasons.  Of course, my luck always had my parents seeing those aspects and not the deep plot of the animes.  But, ironically, my dad referred to Hawk's mom as a, and I quote, "flying pig with boobs." So, there's that.  I honestly don't know what to do. My parents' views on anime are very interesting. My interest in anime is still a part of me, and sometimes they seem to accept it, and sometimes they don't. For example, for Christmas they got me Midoriya and Todoroki funko pops, which I love and are displayed in my room.  But then, as I mentioned, they think anime is weird and inappropriate.  Sorry for just unloading this, and I feel kinda selfish doing it because I know people have actual problems, and this is just me complaining, but I had to get it out, even if no one reads it.
          
          As always, I love you all and stay safe!

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