@_lesesxchti_ I've never been in love myself, but from everything I've heard from lots of different people, being in love is both the most amazing and anxiety inducing thing that can happen to someone? It's a joy to start noticing little things about your crush that other people might overlook, its funny to think about silly scenarios with them, yet it makes people doubt their already existing relationship they have established with said crush: "Do they feel the same? Should I tell them how I feel? Will that ruin our friendship? Do they even know that I exist?", all these thoughts tend to cram up in ones mind. But honestly, no one can tell you if you are actually in love or not, its something only you can find out for yourself! And, doesnt matter if yourse actually in love or not, its much more important to see how your "crush" makes you feel overall. Are you nervous because you dont want to seem silly infront of them? Are you afraid of doing something wrong? If its starting to take a negative toil on you, it might be for the best to talk to your crush and explain your troubles. You dont have to confess right away, but maybe opening up will help you find out if the feelings you have developed towards this person are actually romantic or platonic. Either way, communication is key! If they're actually a good person, they will understand and help you out, and if not, I'd say it'd be for the best to let things be and focus on other things maybe :,,)
